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A Whole New World
by TheLavenderWolf
May 21, 2021
Today I feel lonely. When Evan, my roommate leaves the house I feel as though I am left with nothing. Sometimes Aitch, Evan’s girlfriend and my other roommate, is there and we talk or watch TV and it feels nice to have that connection. I am struggling with how to spend my time. I boughtContinue reading “A Whole New World”
Bath Stew
by TheLavenderWolf
April 6, 2021
What do you do when nothing can soothe you? When your heart is pounding and your mind can’t focus and you feel like you’ll be stuck in this bubble of negativity? Many times, I open my meditation app only to scroll through and close the app in frustration. It’s hard to sit still with onesContinue reading “Bath Stew”
The Waiting Game
by TheLavenderWolf
April 4, 2021
Today is Easter Sunday. This means nothing to me as I do not follow any religion. It’s been a pretty boring day. I made a mental list of things I want to do to keep myself busy. I am finishing up digitizing all of my family videos. This project has taken me a few monthsContinue reading “The Waiting Game”
Liquor Store
by TheLavenderWolf
April 3, 2021
Tonight I went to the liquor store with my boyfriend. We haven’t really spoken in about three days. Last Tuesday we had a couples therapy session and it was not good. Not good at all. I was so angry and I lashed out a lot. Justifiably so, but it doesn’t make it any less harder.Continue reading “Liquor Store”