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  Bath Stew
  by TheLavenderWolf
  April 6, 2021
  What do you do when nothing can soothe you? When your heart is pounding and your mind can’t focus and you feel like you’ll be stuck in this bubble of negativity? Many times, I open my meditation app only to scroll through and close the app in frustration. It’s hard to sit still with onesContinue reading “Bath Stew”
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  The Waiting Game
  by TheLavenderWolf
  April 4, 2021
  Today is Easter Sunday. This means nothing to me as I do not follow any religion. It’s been a pretty boring day. I made a mental list of things I want to do to keep myself busy. I am finishing up digitizing all of my family videos. This project has taken me a few monthsContinue reading “The Waiting Game”
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  Liquor Store
  by TheLavenderWolf
  April 3, 2021
  Tonight I went to the liquor store with my boyfriend. We haven’t really spoken in about three days. Last Tuesday we had a couples therapy session and it was not good. Not good at all. I was so angry and I lashed out a lot. Justifiably so, but it doesn’t make it any less harder.Continue reading “Liquor Store”
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  My Mental Health and Medication
  by TheLavenderWolf
  April 2, 2021
  I haven’t had the motivation to write for months, in my journal or otherwise. When I’m feeling really down, writing starts to feel like a chore. This is what’s been happening for the past few months: I have barely gotten any work acting (surprise surprise). I now have a psychiatrist and have been on medicationContinue reading “My Mental Health and Medication”

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